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Helloooo I know you are reading this now now now !
Hahhaa. Sorry about just now lahhh. I know its partly my fault.
Sorryyyy : ( hahhaa. I know you are not angry with me alreadyyy !!
Hahaha. thank youu for everything lah . hahahaa.
goodnight. rest early okayy ! <3 love

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed; I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too… I thought to myself, and I cried.

SADDDD :(

Slept at 4am last night and woke up at 7am todayyy
Superr shagg now man. Hhahaha (:
Couldnt sleep last night so i decided to pack my room.
Now my room is neat and clean. I like i like (: Hee
Hhahahaa.

My stomach still hurts. Damnnn.
:(

BUSYY LIKE A BEE  for the month !
12-13dec – Anniversaryyyy<3
19-20dec – Cousin’s Wedding !
24 dec – Christmas eve celebration !
25 dec – Christmassss (:
31 dec – NEW YEAR !

Weekend was great.
Went kboxing with classmates (: hahah
Had funn singing but was cheated lahh.
It was damn ex lah. But oh wells, at least we had fun(:
Then he came and meet me and wanted to go shisha with my classmates
but my mummy was sick and needed to go to the hospital.
So i rushed down to NUH with him. Luckily my mum was fine
and was able to be discharge on the same day.
OVERSTRESS ! :(
Anyway he stayed over my place that night. Hahhaa.
We only slept at 5am and woke up at 12pm. Damn early right?
Oh well. ahhahaa.
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Spend the entire sunday chilling at my house.
It was pretty niceee. Hahhaa :D
WE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN KAY !
LOVEEEE <3

bored waiting for him
Going out with class tomorrow.
Cant wait (: hahaha. yay :D

Had an awesome time todayyyy (:
THANK YOU SONIA.JADE.BECCA.NICOLE.FRANKIE.SHORINI.DANIEL.DARLING !
I had an amazing time :D:D Hahha. I lovee youuuu all.

Had a total of 3 cakes todayy. Damnn full ! Hahahah
But i reallyyy had an awesome birthdayy. love love.

Thank you e37j for the surprise (: love you people.
Thank you for my amazinggg friends of chij ! You girls are god’s gift to me ! Loveeeeeee <3<3
Thank you darling for everything. Always giving in to me (: hahaha. I love youuu the most.
Thank you mummy,my aunty and my cousins for the small celebration held. Sorry for being late though.
But it was still very sweet of you all.Thank youuu (:
And of course thank you for all wishesss. it is all appreciated :D Loveee